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About Me Member Deviously Annoying Catriona17/Female/Ireland Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Nobody has any time anymore. [Warning - Rant]

Tue Nov 17, 2009, 3:57 PM
So yeah... I have deviations in my inbox from August. That is how bad I have gotten in terms of keeping up with dA. I simply have not been very active on here for the past few months.

If you guys have read my poem "Unable Seaman" which I have just posted, then I would like to point out that I feel like that right now. Everything feels insane. So utterly upside-down. Inside-out. Back-to-front.

The only "haven" I have is the boyfriend. He has no idea how much I have really come to appreciate him over the past few weeks. It was his 18th last Sunday & as part of his present, I told him that I love him. I honestly do. It is a big deal for me as we have been going out for 8 months now, & he knows I would not say it unless I truly mean it. & now I am professing my love in several languages. [hehe]

I keep drifting away from all of my friends. There was the group of people that I hung around with at school this time last year, but we drifted apart around the same time I started dating Michael. Then I started hanging out with his friends, who I thought had become my friends. Stupid presumptions get you nowhere. The one I am closest to has left school & I barely see him now. The others... I have no idea what is going on. I reckon they realised that as the boyfriend has also left school they do not have to talk to his girlfriend anymore. & I do like them as people, but let's face it, they are all guys. & although usually being the only girl never bothers me, there is never much common ground to talk about.

So yeah, stopped hanging out with them at lunch. Started with a group of people that I know a little less but still talk to. Unfortunately, I have no clue what happened, but I realised that I was never really in the conversations. So unless I wanted to go around with my earphones in all the time, I needed to find someone else to talk to. So I get an invitation from a friend to sit at their table at lunch. 4 other girls that I really like, so I was pleased by the turn of events. The problem with sitting with them is that they are an established group, in other words, they have conversations about people using codenames I do not know, or talk about things I did not attend.

No matter where the driftwood carries me, I am still left out. Feels pretty crap to know that nobody even notices when you stop hanging out with them at lunch. Not a single one of those groups I mentioned said a single word to me about it. Just let me move on. Way to make a girl feel wanted / appreciated / loved / however else you want to describe it using sarcasm.

  • Mood: Love Dazed
  • Listening to: All Time Low
  • Reading: Nada
  • Watching: Nada
  • Playing: Nada
  • Eating: Nada
  • Drinking: Nada

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The name is Cat, but there are various alterations which I accept, such as Kittycat, Cat-chan & Neko-chan.

I love my rock & country music, most things japanese, vampires, & of course, like any other teenage girl, bondage. ^^

I write mostly poetry. My story "The Perfect Life - NOT" is currently on standby. I may or may not resume it in the coming months. I have other beginnings of stories here, but due to a lack of inspiration, they are paused for the time being.

deviantART has given me so many great friends over the past year & a half. They have all encouraged me in their own ways, & although I do not talk to some of them anymore, none will ever be forgotten. Without this website, I am almost certain that I would never have taken up writing anything, so thank you dA. & a huge thanks to all of my watchers / friends for all of your support. At times you lift my spirits during a depression. Sometimes you have made me laugh at things I would never have laughed at before. And some of you have given me new passions & points of view which have changed my life. Thank you.

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  • Current Residence: Ireland
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Extra small. I don't like baggy clothes.
  • Interests: Reading; writing; listening to music; vampires; magic; horoscopes; costumes; acting.
  • Favourite movie: Labyrinth; The Mummy; Bram Stoker's Dracula; The Lost Boys; Beetlejuice; Pan's Labyrinth.
  • Favourite band or musician: Panic at the Disco; Fall Out Boy; Sugarcult; Three Days Grace; Linkin Park cont...>
  • Favourite genre of music: >> ... Relient K; Madina Lake; All Time Low; Asteria.
  • Favourite artist: Victoria Francés
  • Favourite poet or writer: Christina Rossetti; Shakespeare; Kate Mosse; J.K.Rowling; L.J. Smith
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional painting.
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen Stone
  • Shell of choice: Inpenetrable
  • Wallpaper of choice: Patterned with black / red sakura blossoms
  • Skin of choice: Pale as can possibly be
  • Favourite game: Who will I shoot first?
  • Favourite gaming platform: Computer
  • Favourite cartoon character: L > Death Note; Sakura > Cardcaptor Sakura
  • Personal Quote: "If you say so" [response: "If I know so"]
  • Tools of the Trade: Brain; paper; pen; camera; keyboard.

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:iconnewryboy:
thanks for the watch my friend!
slàinte :w00t:

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"follow the steps of the sadboy road, lost in time and always abroad":beer:
:iconaccidents-and-apathy:
CAT CAT CAT CAT I MISS YOU! AHH, I havent talked to you in forever! =[ I hope youre doing well. ;]

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I don't need him anyway. Sweetie, he's yours for the taking.
:iconkittycat1805:
Nicooooooooooole! :iconredbullglompplz: [I stole that off Moony.]

Life is great. You?

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:iconaccidents-and-apathy:
My lifs incredible! Im so glad to be back on dA, really. I miss you all so much. Oh, and by the way, Ive been checking your youtube account. Youve been getting better. ^.^

And Cattttttt, how on earth do you do that emoticon? >.<

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I don't need him anyway. Sweetie, he's yours for the taking.
:iconkittycat1805:
Aw crap. I have no idea why I post those videos, as then I try to get people not to watch them. Around half of my school has seen at least one of my videos now, & there are 1,500 pupils.

Okies, fine, the emoticon goes like this:

: icon redbullglompplz :

only without spaces.

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